Sunday, April 25, 2004

Hay you ever seen that Sienfield where Kramer gets the part in the Woody Allen movie? Well the line is, "these pretzels are making me thirsty" and George takes it up a notch by yelling it in a very frustrated manner. Well there is a point to all of this and it's... THESE PRETZELS ARE MAKING ME THIRSTY!!!!! AHHHHHHH every one is driving me crazy today. Between my dad who feels it necessary to fight with me about everything until I'm at the point of pulling out my hair and my sister that is the daughter of satin the only thing that comes out of that child's mouth is no. NO NO NO NO NO! Just like that. Help me Jebus! She makes me want to kill some one. You have no idea how obnoxious it is when this tiny child that has no idea what the hell they are doing refuses to listen to you. So really between the two of them and then when my mom is tossed into the mix I feel like running away. Today I did some shopping went to kiva juice and sat in Boarders and read a magazine for about an hour all alone and all on foot and it was so nice to be by my self. Well the nagging has started up again and I have to get some sleep. If I don't kill someone first I have to go face this new week that has been placed in front of me. Wish me luck.

Thursday, April 22, 2004


Doth whence the stars so brightly shine,
Love eternal was forever mine.
The moon does glow to see your face,
As I grow warm with your embrace.
The dark so bright that I can’t see,
Sweet memories that lost in me.
Quietly as the night does come,
You and I are now as one.
Half past the dawn and sun does shine
On ready faces, yours and mine.

Monday, April 19, 2004

Does anyone know how hard it is to carry a entire soprano section of a 50 people choir on your back? No! My voice is so soar because of the amazing fff (hella loud) performance that I had to give today in the same piece about 7 times!We have 20 sopranos in my choir and ,including me, about 4 sing. They don't only not sing they don't know their music and the strongest voice we have refuses to sing the hallelujah and insists that I let the weaker dumber voices drown in their own ignorance. Mr. Anders has gone over the music about 10 million times and they still can't do it. They timidly sing their parts and in the mean while Fritz eyeballs me because he thinks I'm not singing. Today he had to add the ever untuned never willing to tune first period class on the soprano part just to give us more power. They are always so flat! So not only do we get be quite but we get to do it crapally. We have a concert in a month and they still won't open their mouths to sing. I can't do it all by my self. In 2 songs I go from the 2nd loudest to the 1st and I really have a difficult time putting my self out there almost alone because of the girls that don't sing. Why Why Why!? AHHHHHHH! And if I really did that I couldn't talk for a month. My voice hurts and my soul hurts. Why would you be in choir if you don't sing. Hell I show up every day I know all my music (and I don't even know to read it) and I push myself to do the beat I can to make art, how hard can it be. Shut your face, open your mouth, tighten your tummy, and sing.

Saturday, April 17, 2004

Yehah! I thought that should be expressed. So It's Saturday and really my week was pretty strange. Not not did I have some mind shattering news dropped on me but I got to witness a almost sickening display of teenaged affection on Friday (it made me kind of jealous actually) One of my friends was invited to prom by someone who has liked her for a long time and there was a great deal of effort put into the preparation of the invitation. It's not like I really want to go to prom but I would be lying if I said that I was anti prom. Hell I'm a girly girl why wouldn't I want to get dressed up in a beautiful dress and go to a dance with my friends. But I did home coming alone and oh was I alone, so never again. I really don't know if it's worth it really. I would have to admit it might be fun to go but it's most likely that it's not worth it. I would have to get a dress and a ticket not to mention dinner and all of that other stuff. I'll go next year with my friends and I'll take a sophomore so I'll have a date for sure. Do other then the usual drama that is going on nothing much is really happening and my weekend hasn't been to boring but oh so short. So that's really it so... laterz every body!

Wednesday, April 14, 2004

I really don't know how to do this blog thing. when ever i try to put up a new post it dosn't show so this is just a test run. Lets see... despite the fact that my life is in shambles I'm doing pretty good today. It's like that song "i can see clearly now the rain is gone..." you know the one, and unless you want me to break into song and dance i'm going to stop. It's only wednesday and i'm really ready for a weekend. But on the plus side there is only a month of school left. And with good comes bad, no matter how hard i try my parents think that i'm stupid. Just this morning i was getting yell at and called stupid (not in that many words) but i really can't stand the fact that for some reason my parents hate me. My dad for instance, when he drops my sister off at school, he kisses her and tells her that he loves her. And what does the great unwanted get? nothing, zip, NADA! When my dad drops me off i get a "yeah see ya later" and thats pretty much it. Oh well at least i have parents that hate me. I could be like those people who don't have parents or worse yet ones that like them.

Monday, April 12, 2004

Hey all.
Hey, just got my blog up and I wanted to welcome you all 3 of you that will read it to my new creation. thanks to brittany for the great idea and thanks to everyone else who just comes to read. a fair warning that there will be a lot of complaining and venting about all the dumb crap i do from day to day. I think that it's very amusing that everyone thinks that my life is so drama filled and really it's just not most of the time. The crazy little insight that you can get from this thing will be vital if your trying to get me committed. And also i tend to give up too much information a lot of the time so nothing should be taken seriously! this is me and thats all i really have to say. emotionally naked if you will (god knows no one wants to see the really thing) so enjoy my blog and try to get a couple of laughs out of my misery

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